MORE OF RANDOM OCTOBER

Can't believe that one week has past!

Time flies when you are busy and having a good time. I am blessed that I am still loving what I do and I still have reasons to continue moving despite the many lows I've experienced lately.

Another random post on random stuff:

Monday Couple

For those of you who watches Running Man, the Korean variety drama, you'll be very familiar with them - Kang Gary and Song Ji Hyo. Yes, I love them. I hate to be the lovey dovey type but I really love them. Despite their on-screen awkwardness, I love that they genuinely care for each other. Although their 'love' might not be real, their friendship made their love so beautiful. I really hope that one day they will see each other as more than just on-screen couple, both potential lovers and partners.

If the whole world believes and pray for it, it might come true.

Money and claims

I suck at taking care of my financials. I find myself broke every month and it is because I always lose touch with my claims. I hate it! I always lose money because of my claims! Need to work on this. As of now, I pray to God that my stack of claims is lying somewhere in the office because I am owing the bank a whole lot of money.

On being a good housewife

If I ever get married, I pity the man who is stuck with me. I will never be a good wife material because I don't think I will ever get myself organised enough to manage an entire household, nor will I be dedicated enough to start putting a healthy meal on the table for my family. I'd probably be the one who pops tuna cans or make sardins and eggs every now and then. That's like my proudest kitchen moment really. 

When people ask me why am I not seeing anyone, my answer to that really is simple, I take relationships quite seriously and unless I plan to settle, I will not date anyone. And since I also would not want to put any man I love into misery, I think taking care of only myself and being single could be the best way out for everyone. Muahaha I sincerely think so sometimes. Unless of course that one man appear, and changes me completely. Who knows if there would be a guy like that, but for now I don't see anyone who can change me into a good housewife or a lady who can juggle both work and household.

On letting go

I guess the signs are pretty clear but I just need to think of the right way and the right time to do things. Again, I am too worried about making the wrong decisions about life - just don't know which way to go or what to do. Hence, I keep holding on to something, something which perhaps I do not belong to anymore. And I also do not know how I can continue to fit in, I try and I have my ups, but too many times, I am just tired of the lows. If this is what being in a relationship is, I guess I know what cheating is like. But of course, this is different from a relationship, despite the similarities. Once again, we shall see how things go, and we shall see where else I can drift before it all ends. We all need to move on one day, don't we?

What I am missing?

Muay Thai - I missed three days of Muay Thai due to work and I can't wait to get back! 

Swimming - my dear pool, when will you be ready?

Karaoke - who can I call to join me? Oh well, I am still broke so I can't go anyway