THIS HOLE I AM IN

This hole I am in,
I wish I could crawl out
The world that was once bright
Has lost its light
Because now it is filled
With a whole lot of dark emotions
And wandering thoughts in motion

This hole I am in,
I dug it
Deeper and deeper
Day by day
A hole I thought would make my life whole
No longer feels like home
And now, filled with regrets
I just want a to push reset

This hole I am in,
Propelled by greed
Generated only hurt
Sometimes you feel grateful
For the sanctuary
But sometimes you realized you are just trapped
In this pitiful hole
That you once thought
Would make you whole