LEAVE OUT ALL THE REST

Can't believe it is April already. Not a single post so just wanted to write something. There's so much in my mind at the moment - but, just don't know how to put those string of thoughts into words.

All I know is, today, I feel really blessed because of the people around me who has helped me and took care of me - for all the kindness and all the blessings bestowed on me. Life is a rollercoaster ride but it is days like these that make the ride worthwhile. You forget the lows for a while.

We always think that we got everything figured out - but sometimes, when it happens, you are stuck in a situation where you do not know what to do. But still I am happy with the great people who appreciate me and make me feel special, even if it is for a while.

I still have a lot to learn and improve as a person. I am not perfect and will never be - hence, I just hope that whatever I do, I'll be forgiven when the time comes. Hence, tonight, I am going to share this song, which I've loved for quite some time.

It is truly a song that summarises my thoughts about life and a song that I'd like to sing before I die or when I am dying.

I dreamed I was missing
You were so scared
But no one would listen
'Cause no one else cared
After my dreaming
I woke with this fear
What am I leaving
When I'm done here?
So if you're asking me
I want you to know

Chorus:
When my time comes
Forget the wrong that I've done
Help me leave behind some
Reasons to be missed
And don't resent me
And when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory
Leave out all the rest

Don't be afraid
I've taken my beating
I've shared what I've made
I'm strong on the surface
Not all the way through
I've never been perfect
But neither have you

Forgetting all the hurt inside
You've learned to hide so well
Pretending someone else can come
And save me from myself
I can't be who you are...

I love this song because it describes exactly how I feel as a person on Earth. I wish that when I die, there are people who remembers me for something good - and forget all my wrongdoings. And I hope they forgive me as well because of my imperfections, which might have caused me to do various mistakes.

p/s: For all of you, you won't know who but thanks for making me feel so blessed, even if it is just for awhile. To my friends, who were always there to support me.