LOVE ME FOR ALL THAT I AM

If you are my age, you'd probably remember a group call A*Teens.

Call me lame but I was once a huge fan okay. I mean, they are okay. I still enjoy some of their music no matter what some might say.

So, I was going through my old playlist and suddenly I remember this song.

Suddenly, I feel that I can relate to this song even though I'm not in a relationship. I guess this song applies to my feelings towards my friends and family members sometimes.

I'm sorry, made you feel sorry

Last night, I came home too late

And you were there waiting

I know, it's easy to call

I guess I wasn't thinking of you

It's not that I don't care

You should know me better by now...

CHORUS

I am sorry if I made you lonely and sad

I am sorry if I made you feel bad

What I'm trying to say

I'm not always that way

So love me for all that I am

I know (I know)

I often forget

To say that I love You (that I love you)

And Yes (And Yes)

I truly regret

The times that I might have hurt you that way

It's not that I don't care

You should know me better by now

You know sometimes I am so forgetful and so engaged with stuff that I neglect some friends or my family members. I neglect the ones I really love. Deep in my heart I truly care for them, but sometimes, I might get a bit carried away. 

Then when I think back of how I've neglected them, I feel so so bad but I never really would go to them and tell them how much I actually cared. So, I guess this song aptly describe my feelings. I just hope that people accept me for who I am, even though I'm such a screw up sometimes.

True, I may defend the things I do

Though I know deep down I'm am wrong

But when the heat comes done it's you

That keeps me going on

This most aptly describes me personally. Because of my irritable egoistic nature, I always am defensive. I hate that too but I can't seem to control myself for wanting to be right all the time! And after saying the things I say, sometimes I truly regret it. I wish that I wasn't that defensive at the moment because I know in some ways, it make me look like such a b**** and I hurt others at times without knowing it. 

When I love someone, I become even more critical about them and that kind of pushes them away from me. I guess like the lyrics go, at the end of the day, it is actually them who make my day and make me who I am. They are the ones I care about but they are also the ones I might have hurt the most. So at the end of the day, I really hope that people love me for who I am as a person, even with all my weaknesses (believe me, LOADS OF THEM) because I love them all...

So don't be judgemental but A*Teens songs are pretty good. This is only one song that brings back memories. There are a few other great tracks that I'd share maybe some other time.

p/s: Remember, I love all of you; Please love me too